College :/

College. Most students look forward to it; some can't wait to get out. I am somewhere in the middle of these. I'm not usually excited to go to school, but I don't completely hate it all the time. It's hard to believe that, hopefully, in a year I will be looking forward to graduation from college. In some aspects this is very exciting, but in others it scares the shit out of me. I will be glad to be done with college and start a new part of my life. However, it is the change that scares me. Once I get a job in the graphic design field, there will come the decision of whether or not to continue working part time at my current job or not. I love it there and am good at my job, but I don't see myself spending the rest of my life there. Then there is the question of moving out. I can't wait to have a place of my own. But there is so much to think about. Do I want to live in an apartment? Do I want to buy a house? Am I going to live by myself or find a roommate? These are the questions I have no idea how to answer. There are also fears I have about having a new job. Will I be able to do as well as I think I will? Will I be able to keep up with the rest of my coworkers? These are the things that scare me. But all these question will have to wait until then. For the time being I will have to concentrate on getting to that point.